18.10.2014

FFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Notes 19.08.2014

Things that are bad for me.

Really should quite them.
Church bell.
So it's Autumn again.

Surreal.

Terrifying dream, yet extremely vivid

Still got key to his room so i sneaked in,

Always do that, change swimming suit there and go to swimming

He went back. surprised me 

Talked for awhile, still the same

Nothings changed

Fool

Walked me to Metro station

A very wierd station

Passed few slippery stairs

Walked in a closed restaurant

Took the elavator to 13th floor

Some old friends were there

They took the first one

Three of them

The door could not close

Dangerous

Kani, bear from junior high, and Lan

Was okay first

Door was still open

Then Lan's head was sucked in

He screemed

They tried to pull him out

Didn't work

It fell off from his body

Blood

Screams

Bones crushed

An afternoon dream

Nice

Got the funding today.
Nice.

26.05.2014

A troubled soul

Not that easy to get along with

I am

And

I don't have

Solutions

Or

Answers

In any way

So

Is this clearer 

To you?

 

02.05.2014

Rode a coach with other classmates

Sister's gone without saying goodbye

I was crying so hard

A very old and dirty movie theatre

With roaches

Was in Hall M

Went to bathroom, and could find my way back

Back to the coach

Went back to Hualien

Stopped by a bridge

To see the wreckage of flood last year

I would have know that

Since i was in hospital

And i dyed my hair gold  

01.05.2014

Always thought that
It's a pathetic thing to cry out
and show your vulnerability on internet
But the truth is
It's the last hope you have
for someone
who might reach out
and pull you out of misery

Mistake

Yes it was a mistake
I admit it

To come here
I've lost so many
the price is too high

And you are right
It is not your problem to solve
It is mine

I thank you for your cruel honesty